Devanagari
सोऽहं समाम्नायमयस्तपोमय:
प्रजापतीनामभिवन्दित: पति: ।
आस्थाय योगं निपुणं समाहित-
स्तं नाध्यगच्छं यत आत्मसम्भव: ॥ ३५ ॥
Verse text
so ’haṁ samāmnāyamayas tapomayaḥ
prajāpatīnām abhivanditaḥ patiḥ
āsthāya yogaṁ nipuṇaṁ samāhitas
taṁ nādhyagacchaṁ yata ātma-sambhavaḥ
Synonyms
saḥ aham
—
myself (the great Brahmā)
;
samāmnāya
—
mayaḥ — in the chain of disciplic succession of Vedic wisdom
;
tapaḥ
—
mayaḥ — successfully having undergone all austerities
;
prajāpatīnām
—
of all the forefathers of living entities
;
abhivanditaḥ
—
worshipable
;
patiḥ
—
master
;
āsthāya
—
successfully practiced
;
yogam
—
mystic powers
;
nipuṇam
—
very expert
;
samāhitaḥ
—
self-realized
;
tam
—
the Supreme Lord
;
na
—
did not
;
adhyagaccham
—
properly understood
;
yataḥ
—
from whom
;
ātma
—
self
;
sambhavaḥ
—
generated .
Translation
Although I am known as the great Brahmā, perfect in the disciplic succession of Vedic wisdom, and although I have undergone all austerities and am an expert in mystic powers and self-realization, and although I am recognized as such by the great forefathers of the living entities, who offer me respectful obeisances, still I cannot understand Him, the Lord, the very source of my birth.
Translation (Visvanatha Cakravarti Thakura)
I, being of this nature, and being filled with the Vedas, filled with austerity, a master worshipped by the Prajāpatis, performing yoga with fixed mind, did not know the Lord, since I was created by him.
Purport
Brahmā, the greatest of all living creatures within the universe, is admitting his failure to know the Supreme Lord despite his vast learning in the Vedic wisdom, despite his austerity, penance, mystic powers and self-realization, and despite being worshiped by the great Prajāpatis, the forefathers of the living entities. So these qualifications are not sufficient to know the Supreme Lord. Brahmājī could understand the Lord to a little extent only when he was trying to serve Him by the eagerness of his heart (
hṛdautkaṇṭhyavatā
), which is the devotional service mood. Therefore, the Lord can be known only by the sincere mood of eagerness for service, and not by any amount of material qualification as scientist or speculative philosopher or by attainment of mystic powers. This fact is clearly corroborated in the
Bhagavad-gītā
(18.54-55):
brahma-bhūtaḥ prasannātmā
na śocati na kāṅkṣati
samaḥ sarveṣu bhūteṣu
mad-bhaktiṁ labhate parām
bhaktyā mām abhijānāti
yāvān yaś cāsmi tattvataḥ
tato māṁ tattvato jṣātvā
viśate tad anantaram
Only self-realization, by attainment of the above high qualifications of Vedic wisdom, austerity, etc., can help one on the path of devotional service. But failing in devotional service, one remains still imperfect because even in that position of self-realization one cannot factually know the Supreme Lord. By self-realization, one is qualified to become a devotee, and the devotee, by service mood (
bhaktyā
) only, can gradually know the Personality of Godhead. One should not, however, misunderstand the import of
viśate
(“enters into”) as referring to merging into the existence of the Supreme. Even in material existence, one is merged in the existence of the Lord. No materialist can disentangle self from matter, for the self is merged in the external energy of the Lord. As no layman can separate butter from milk, no one can extricate the merged self from matter by acquiring some material qualification. This
viśate
by devotion (
bhaktyā
) means to be able to participate in the association of the Lord in person.
Bhakti,
or devotional service to the Lord, means to become free from material entanglement and then to enter into the kingdom of God, becoming one like Him. Losing one’s individuality is not the aim of
bhakti-yoga
or of the devotees of the Lord. There are five types of liberation, one of which is called
sāyujya-mukti,
or being merged into the existence or body of the Lord. The other forms of liberation maintain the individuality of the particle soul and involve being always engaged in the transcendental loving service of the Lord. The word
viśate,
used in the verses of the
Bhagavad-gītā,
is thus meant for the devotees who are not at all anxious for any kind of liberation. The devotees are satisfied simply in being engaged in the service of the Lord, regardless of the situation.
Lord Brahmā is the first living being, who directly learned the Vedic wisdom from the Lord (
tene brahma hṛdā ya ādi-kavaye
). Therefore, who can be a more learned Vedāntist than Lord Brahmā? He admits that in spite of his perfect knowledge in the
Vedas,
he was unable to know the glories of the Lord. Since no one can be more than Lord Brahmā, how can a so-called Vedāntist be perfectly cognizant of the Absolute Truth? The so-called Vedāntist, therefore, cannot enter into the existence of the Lord without being trained in the matter of
bhakti-vedānta,
or
Vedānta
plus
bhakti.
Vedānta
means self-realization, and
bhakti
means realization of the Personality of Godhead, to some extent. No one can know the Personality of Godhead in full, but at least to a certain extent one can know the Absolute Truth, the Personality of Godhead, by self-surrender and a devotional attitude, and by nothing else. In the
Brahma-saṁhitā
also, it is said,
vedeṣu durlabham,
or simply by study of Vedānta one can hardly find out the existence of the Personality of Godhead, but the Lord is
adurlabham ātma-bhaktau,
very easily available to His devotee. Śrīla Vyāsadeva, therefore, was not satisfied simply with compiling the
Vedānta-sūtras,
but over and above this, by the advice of his spiritual master, Nārada, he compiled the
Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam
in order to understand the real import of
Vedānta.
Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam
therefore, is the absolute medium by which to understand the Absolute Truth.
Commentary (Visvanatha Cakravarti Thakura)
“Those learned in the conclusions of all the Vedas think that they know the form of the Supreme Lord. Do they understand other things by their reasoning?”
I, as described in the previous verse, holding the Lord in my zealous heart (so ’ham), am filled with the Vedas (samāmnāya-mayaḥ). The Vedas came out of my mouths at the beginning. Others ask the meaning of these Vedas even today. I am the first to perform austerity.
sa cintayan dvy-akṣaram ekadāmbhasy
upāśṛṇod dvir-gaditaṁ vaco vibhuḥ
sparśeṣu yat ṣoḍaśam ekaviṁśaṁ
niṣkiṣcanānāṁ nṛpa yad dhanaṁ viduḥ
While Brahmā was contemplating how to carry out the creation of the universe, he heard close by in the water a word of two syllables tapa composed of the sixteenth and twenty-first sounds of the alphabet, which is known as the wealth of the devotees with no material desire. SB 2.9.6
I performed austerity first, ordered by the Lord. Having gained knowledge of the Lord, I received powers from the Lord. I am worshipped by the Prajāpatis. Do not say that I do not have powers of yoga. With concentrated mind I practiced skilful yoga. But I did not know the Lord, because he is my creator. Oh! Then how can those created by me, though they think they know something, know him? Those who say that the existence of the Lord is secondary are blind.